I am a believer in the Most High God YHWH ( pronounced Yah-hoo-ah)I believe that He sent His Son , Y’ahushua ( pronounced Yah-hoo-shoo-ah) to die for my sins. English speaking folks will recognize the Son whom I speak of also known as Jesus Christ.. however that is not His true Hebrew name. I believe that YHWH would have His people know the truth of what is really going on in this wicked world of ours and that they would share the truth with others so that others may wake up from their spiritual slumber and be saved from what is coming upon this earth. I love YHWH with all my heart , soul and mind .I love people and care about their souls. These two things are the reason behind the creation of this blog.
The past year of my life has been mind bending to the say the least-. Almost 10 years ago I invited Yahushua into my heart and life an asked Him to forgive my sins. That began my “Christian” journey. I attended various churches – some pentecostal , some non-denominational… and followed alot of Charismatic and Word of Faith teachings. I never found my identity in the church though and always sought Yahweh on my own – in prayer and my own personal bible study. I thought I had a pretty strong grasp on the Word of God and on prayer ( I even spoke /prayed in tongues for years). I thought I was pretty faith filled and loved to evangelize and preach the gospel alongside my husband ( a fellow believer). Both of us had many unanswered questions however on various things we had found in the Bible and when we would ask pastors in regards to these questions we were always told ” Anything outside the book is heresey ” Basically we were supposed to follow blindly I guess and dont ask too many questions! Both my husband and I were lovers of Bible prophecy also.. Revelation always fascinated me even though I didnt totally understand it. For 9 years I also adamantly believed in the rapture theory/teaching and boy could i quote scripture and explain it well!!
Then in the late summer of 2008 something shocking happened. A friend on Facebook sent me a YouTube video on Eastern religious cults. I had already had knowledge of various cults and eastern religions so I didnt pay much attention to the video however I did notice some other interesting videos on the sidelines ( I had previously not been a big YouTube watcher) As it turns out I came across some shocking videos of various TV preachers ( that i had followed and sent money to for years) Maybe a few years previous i wouldnt of even given then any thought and dismissed the videos claims as knocking leaders but I was reminded of 6 months previous . In the spring of 2008 I had been reading out of my daily devotional ” Faith to Faith” By Ken and Gloria Copeland. I had that devotional and daily read from it for almost 9 years. In the back of the book it includes a prayer for salvation.. and since I was already “saved” I never really bothered to read that prayer. But this day I did.. and what I read disturbed me ( the gist of it being in the prayer there was no repentance or even mention of sin) To any christians reading this you would understand why I would be disturbed by a salvation prayer that didnt mention repentance of sins!! I had shown my husband and he was disturbed by it too and said perhaps maybe i should write to them and alert them to this. I never did but in the summer of 2008 when I was watching videos calling these preachers ( and others) false and wolves I recollected that one incident. What it led to is me researching online and finding all sorts of scandals and evidence about their lavish lifestyles , false prophecies ( the Book of Deut. states if a prophet has even one prophecy that does not come to pass ignore them – and some of these preachers have had too many that never came to pass ie. Benny Hinn, Ken Copeland to name two) and serious and downright blasphemous doctrinal errors (some that I had never noticed before as they were older teachings ). I was very upset by my findings as was hubby and we both began to pray – and fervently for YHWH ( Father God) to show us the truth of all this. And did HE ever!! the more we prayed for the truth ( and at one point I was literally crying out for it for about 3 months) the more truth He would reveal to us.
YHWH began showing us alot more than the false prophets on TV – but all about the Illuminati and New World Order ( which I had always knew about the anti-christ in Revelation but didnt know how he would rise to power etc) , the fake jews ( Zionists) in Israel and more and more deeper down the rabbit hole of truth. ( ** there is a remnant of REAL Hebrews in Israel – Torah believing jews who hate the Zionists- i have a post “Judaism VS Zionism” – get to it thru Search Box)
As we learned about ancient history and the Dead Sea Scrolls and even began reading some of the translated texts we discovered the dark days of the beginning of humanity and this world.. the giants in noahs days , the fallen angels called the watchers, all about aliens( they are just fallen angels) and how all of our history tied in with our future. My faith was shaken to its CORE and all the stubble and dross of years of incorrect church teachings were burned away til all that was left was the FOUNDATION : Yahushua Ha’Maschiach ( Jesus Christ) and Him crucified. My world view and everything else I thought I knew was shattered and where I found myself was exactly where I have always wanted to be : at the foot of Yahsuhua learning everything all over from scratch from HIM. There is so much more I could write on the past year but I will spare you the details. I will say this though- almost everything we have been taught has been WRONG and things are NOT what they seem. I have shed many tears, been terrified out of my mind ( almost) and have prayed more fervently than ever in the previous 9 years of walking with YHWH. ( and I used to think I was a true intercessor and prayer warrior!!)I have learned things that I never thought possible and I am wide awake to the reality of whats REALLY going on in this world.
I should mention that when my husband and I tried to inform all of our very close christian friends and our pastor ( I’m talking people who had known us for YEARS and were at our wedding!) All of them rejected us , some called us names and 98% of them no longer want anything to do with us. We were not wanted at our church anymore and one pastor told fellow churchgoers to block our emails and not have anything to do with us as we were “very dangerous” and in “serious error”. This is just from telling them that the true Sabbath is on Saturday NOT Sunday .. they were even angrier at other things we said! As far as I know none of them ever bothered to pray and research and/or inquire of YHWH if what we were saying to them might be the truth! What I saw is people not wanting to let go of their religious teachings and traditions , not willing to think for themselves and ask YHWH honest sincere questions ..and funny but everyone of them consider the internet very dangerous for research BUT it is the only place that is not regulated or controlled by the government or media! The vast majority of the mainstream christian church today throughout the world is ASLEEP and in Apostacy . Period. However through my travels online I have met many wonderful fellow brethren that like me have discovered the truth about alot of things ( both past , present and coming in the future) and have walked away from or been shunned by the church. They love Yahweh and His son our Saviour Yahushua as much as my husband and I.Father YHWH has replaced the fickle friends with true ones!! He is always so faithful… and abounding in mercy! I am still shocked that the majority of the church is oblivious to the fact that we are literally in the Book of Revelation… currently the Beginning of Sorrows but soon to be thrust into the Great Tribulation! It has been far more difficult trying to awake up so -called believers than open up the eyes of the unsaved to the truth of whats going on in current events etc! Its even more astounding how so many “christians” sit in church every SUN- day and yet have no scriptural knowledge – they believe everything their pastors teach and argue with you when you try to point out how dangerous it is to not seek Father in His Word ourselves and ask HIM for revelation not some pastor! Even more disturbing is how many I have encountered that do not know the Messiah’s true hebrew name OR the true name of our Heavenly Father – the Most HIGH GOD, YHWH!
So in this blog I hope to show you the truth that I have found and get people thinking…. I was very skeptical about alot of things and for the most part anything I post is after much prayer and diligent research.There are other things that are current events and speculative I admit… I am a work in progress and also still learning about alot of things. Like I said I was VERY skeptical but YHWH has confirmed and re- confirmed many things.. what anyone else decides to believe is up to them. Indeed truth is stranger than fiction as I have discovered and the things that are coming upon this earth are absolutely going to cause “men’s hearts to fail from fear!” as the Bible states. All those who call on YHWH will be saved but …. unfortunately the majority wont…..